Monday, July 2, 2012

When Belief and Behavior Collide

"He has showed you, O man, what is good. 
And what does the Lord require of you? 
To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God." 
Micah 6:8

I've been dreading writing this blog. Headaches and stomachaches have wreaked havoc on my body the last few days. Yet I know the Lord is leading me to write this. Readers, it's possible you may feel discomfort with this article for it is an uncomfortable topic. It is one in which most people have a strong opinion. Chuck Stecker, president of A Chosen Generation told me, "An opinion is like a nose. Everyone gets to have one."  Please know the subject matter you are about to read comes from a private and heart wrenching place.( Before posting this, I got my daughter's permission.) I ask for your grace and understanding as I open up to my personal pain and experience.

My twenty-four year-old daughter, my oldest child, has decided- for now -to give up her struggle and has recently gone public with her decision to embrace a gay life style. While she was in the midst of her battle, it was right to be quiet and respect her privacy. I value transparency but I'm also not in the practice of publicly airing my children's issues.

I want you, my readers, to know my family is not perfect. Far from it. I also want you to know, I understand the struggles you may face. God has entrusted me, like many of you, with a full resume of family challenges. (Lucky us...please forgive the sarcasm.)

Parents, especially Christian parents, who find themselves in the unenviable position of having a child declare himself or herself gay, discover it is a lonely place. Once the information goes public, many well intended but misinformed individuals have advice to pass along. Most of the advice is not asked for and unwelcome. My friend, Heather Riggleman, calls this  "A Parenting Drive-By".

Many parents feel confused, afraid, betrayed, hurt, or angry when their adult children make decisions contrary to the way in which they were raised. As children age and become adults we can continue to speak into their lives with love and truth but ultimately the journey is their own, a journey of independence.

Parents find themselves choosing between grace and truth, mercy and justice. But why choose? Jesus gives us both. The place where I know I can always go to  for comfort, love, and truth is to God's Word.

Parenting Tip:
So if you are in this place and do want a tip -here it is:  Unconditionally love your child. Pray any activity that is not honoring to the Lord leaves him or her empty. Pray for your child to have a heart's desire to know the Lord better. Ask God for His strength and to be filled with grace, mercy, and humility while continuing to speak truth. Identity is not defined by sexuality, it is defined by being a child of God.

Your Turn:
I would love a response to this blog. I have to admit I'm feeling pretty vulnerable. What situations have you found to be challenging? Has your adult child's behavior collided with your beliefs? What advice would you offer?


  1. Jesus, thank You for loving us all so beautifully. Show this outrageous love in growing amounts of grace and joy. Amen.

  2. Love you,love you and love you for sharing. We are praying for your relationship with your daughter. God knows what to do with the rest.

    1. Heather..We covet your prayers and sensitivity. Thank you for your encouragement and support. Always, Lori

  3. Each parent has those stomach pains and headaches when raising his/her children, no matter what age they are. We are strengthened and comforted in our times with the Lord. He knows the heart of each person and woos him/her continually. Prayer is our lifeline. Praying in agreement with all your prayers.

    1. Yes, raising kids- is a challenging undertaking. One that often takes us to unexpected places. Trusting in the One who is always faithful. Thank you for your prayers and words, Lynn.

  4. Lori, thank you for sharing so vulnerably and for modeling truth and grace! Your kids are blessed to have you as their mom. My breath prayer for my kids is
    Abba Father (only perfect parent)
    Do what only You can do (encourage, convict, guide, strengthen...)

    Love and prayers to you!

  5. Laura..when I am at a loss as to how to pray I know God will bring your words to mind. Thank you for your ever-present love, encouragement, and friendship.

  6. Lori, a friend posted this and it touches me deeply. As a parent when choices are made that you wish were not you feel so helpless and broken. I don't stand here today to give advice but to let you know I can pray for you as one who has been broken in the past. Perhaps it is appropriate to discuss this on Dependence Day in our Lord as we also celebrate independence.

    Blessings to you and your family. I pray that God will lead and guide and do what only He can do in your daughters heart. No judging here but kneeling with you at the Throne of Grace

  7. Thank you for your kind words and for sharing your heart. I cherish your sensitivity and prayers.
    (Thank your friend for posting this!)